AMA - The Boyfriend Ch. 181-190

"Then I won't guess," Wanda said before kissing my cheek. "God, we're a real mess, aren't we?"

"So what are we supposed to do now?" Becca asked. "Or, I guess, what areyou going to do now? Because I can figure things out with Cassidy and Robbie, but you..."

"But me," Wanda nodded, letting out a sigh. "For now, I can't show him how I love him the way I want to. We can't... It's not right for us to have any more sex. But you can."

"That's not why I came," Becca said.

"You came over here to check on the man you're falling in love with after hearing that he had a legitimate panic attack," Wanda said. "He's fine, and he's got two naked women in his bed. So fuck him already."

"I- Our next time together was supposed to be with Cassidy," Becca said.

Wanda let out a little laugh and flopped away onto her back, shaking her head. "We really are a big mess." Then she leaned back up onto her side to look at us both again. "Fine. No sex. I can't, you want to wait for Cass. We can still make him feel good."

Then Wanda took Becca's hand and dragged it beneath the covers, and soon Becca's fingers were wrapped around my half-hard cock and squeezing delicately.

"We said no sex, and you were right," Wanda crooned softly into my ear. "But I still want to kiss you, and Becca is going to stroke that gorgeous cock of yours, Tiger. And she can have some kisses too."

"Gee, thanks," Becca chuckled as she started to slowly stroke my cock under the covers.

"I guess I don't get a say in this?" I asked.

"Do you want me to stop?" Becca asked.

"No," I shook my head. The feeling of her fingers on me sent tingles up my spine.

Wanda kissed my cheek, then the corner of my mouth, and then turned my face slightly to her and kissed me on the mouth, feeding me a little bit of her tongue. "Do you want me to stop, sir?" she asked.

"No," I whispered.

She kissed me again, and Becca started kissing my shoulder and chest as she slowly stroked me to full hardness.

It was a slow thing, a simmering encounter because none of us were in a rush. When Wanda wasn't kissing me she was whispering sweet little things in my ear - nothing as filthy as Cassidy could come up with, but still hot. Teasing me about having women falling for me. Whispering about how much she wanted my cock. Telling me how much she and Becca wanted me. How much Cassidy wanted me.

Becca went under the covers fully, taking me in her mouth for a long, full suck of my shaft before coming back up, leaving behind her spit as some extra lube before kissing her way up my neck to my lips. Then Wanda took back over kissing me, and Becca hummed happily in my ear. "You've changed my life, Robbie," she whispered. "I really am falling for you."

"Fuck," I grunted.

"Are you close, loverboy?" Wanda asked me, kissing my lips in hungry little pecks. "We want you to come, Tiger. Let Becca's little hand milk that delicious orgasm right out of you."

"Becca," I panted. "Oh, fuck. Wanda. God."

"Not God, just us," Wanda said playfully.

"I love you both," I said.

Both Wanda and Becca went to one of my ears, and in an unplanned synchronicity they both said, "I love you, too."

I closed my eyes, squeezing them shut. It was too much. For a second I thought I might be having another panic attack, but I realised the pressure building was coming from my nuts and gut and I groaned.

Wanda threw back the covers off of us and teased her tongue along my ear. Wanda sped up her jerking of my cock and softly kissed at the corner of my jaw.

"I want your cum," Wanda whispered to me. "I want to lick it off of Becca's wrist. Can I do that? Is that against the rules?"

I came, two thick ropes jetting straight up into the air and back down onto Becca's hand and wrist, and then another few oozing releases poured out over my cock head.

"Fuck," I panted. "God, Wanda. Becca. I- I can't get enough of either of you."

"We can't get enough of you," Wanda promised me.

Becca just smiled and kissed me again.

Chapter 188

"Well, I wasn't sure what to expect but this is definitely a happy surprise," Cassidy said as she came into the room.

Wanda and Becca had both jumped a little at the sudden opening of the door. To be fair, so did I. But as soon as they realised it was Cass, Becca went back to cleaning off my cock with her mouth while Wanda went back to lewdly licking my cum from between Becca's fingers and laughed naughtily.

Cassidy closed the door behind her and quickly pulled off her shirt, getting up on the bed in just her shorts as she ran a hand up Becca's bare back and bent down to give my cock a long lick herself. Then she cocked her head to the side with a confused frown. "I don't taste pussy," she said.

"I was being good," Wanda said. "And Becca said she was waiting for you guys to have your threesome."

"We just did a lot of kissing and hand stuff," Becca said. "After a good cuddle."

Cassidy chuckled and shook her head. "You didn't need to wait for me," she said to Becca. "I mean, I appreciate it, but if Robbie is willing you can hook up with him whenever you want."

"Well, something elsedid happen," Wanda said.

Becca let out a little grunt and sigh as she closed her eyes and sat back on her butt.

"What else?" Cassidy asked. "Because I don't think anyone else stayed in the boats except you three, so it couldn't have been more drama."

"I... told him I'm falling for him," Becca admitted.

Cassidy's eyes lit up and her jaw dropped in a big smile, and then she was hugging Becca hard. "I thought it would take you way longer to get there," she said. " To say it, at least. Not to feel it. I'm so happy you aren't being stubborn about it."

"Thanks?" Becca said, a little confused.

"Becca still isn't sure how she feels about how she feels," I said, finally getting in on the conversation. "Which is totally understandable."

"Oh, obviously," Cassidy said, pulling from the hug that had been pressing their breasts together. "This whole thing is wildly inappropriate and possibly a giant mess, but it's our wildly inappropriate mess and I'm just happy that it's you girls in it with us." She took Wanda and Becca's hands, smiling as she looked between the two blondes.

Becce sighed and shook her head, her confusion still held in the quick of her smile. "I don't even know where to start," she said.

"Take your time," Cassidy assured her. "Think it over. Let it percolate. We aren't in any sort of rush." Then she turned to Wanda. "And don't feel like you need to make any drastic decisions either, babe."

Wanda just smiled and squeezed Cassidy's hand, and then looked to me. The smile didn't change, but with her full attention on me for a moment I thought I saw a spark of sadness and I knew that even though what we had in that room on the boat felt good, it was a spectre over her life away from the trip.

"I think I need to get a... God, this is silly, but do you guys know that show Ted Lasso? I need a Diamond Dogs moment but with ladies," Wanda said. "No offence, Robbie, but I don't think including you in the conversation I need to have would be fair."

I wrapped my arms around Wanda and pulled her into a hug. "No need to apologise," I said and kissed her on the cheek.

"Thanks," Wanda smiled softly.

"OK, well, I fucking love the Diamond Dogs idea," Cassidy said. "And Ted Lasso is amazing. Who do you want? Me, Becca, Heels since she's your friend? And Terra and Cattie?"

"I-" Wanda hesitated. "Heels and Terra, yeah. But I know you and Cattie are super close, but right now I feel like she's way deep in her own problems that are different than what we're going through."

Cassidy frowned. "I don't know about that. I think she's in pretty much a similar spot."

"Yeah, but she's..." Wanda took in a breath and held it for a moment, trying to find the right words.

"She's ignoring the red flags," Becca filled in. "Terra and Wanda are both taking a hard look at their relationship issues. Robbie is doing the same, and Cass, you're doing it from the other end and trying really hard to be as repentant as possible. But Cattie feels like she's in denial right now."

Cassidy frowned, her brow creased as she listened to Becca, while Wanda nodded along to the blunt explanation. I couldn't really fault the assessment, especially from what Becca and Wanda knew. The thing was, I had a feeling Cattie was a lot closer to the area the rest of us were in than they thought.

But that was Cattie's decision to make, not mine.

"OK," Cassidy said. "So no Cattie. Anyone else from the other boat?"

"I mean, maybe but I feel like it's already a big group," Wanda said.

"OK, To-Be-Renamed Diamond Dogs will commence after breakfast," Becca said. "You can wait that long at least, right?"

"Yeah, I can," Wanda nodded.

"OK," Cassidy said. "Um, with that plan in place, if we're not about to have a four-way, would you girls mind if I talk to Robbie a bit? I need to... I just need to talk."

"Of course, Cass," Wanda said, leaning over and rubbing Cassidy's back for a moment before scooting to the edge of the bed and standing up. "Let's just try to find our clothes first."

Wanda ended up wearing another of my T-shirts out of the cabin, andjust one of my T-shirts. Becca had actually had a reasonably complete outfit on when she came in and quickly got re-dressed. I got up from the bed and pulled them both into their own hugs, kissing the tops of their heads before they went on their way across the hall to Wanda's room.

When I shut the door and turned, Cassidy was fully naked and slipping under the covers, patting the bed next to her.

"Please?" she asked me.

"Of course," I said. "You don't need to ask."

"I feel like I do," Cassidy said quietly. "Robbie, I'm... God, I'm so fucking awful."

"Oh, Cassidy," I sighed as I got under the covers and pulled her to me. I hugged her tight as she started to cry, muffling her sobs into my chest.

"I'm so sorry," Cassidy said quietly.

"I know, baby," I said, rubbing her back. "I know."

Chapter 189

I held Cassidy for a little bit longer until she felt ready to talk. During the quiet process I found myself battling my own little internal demons - I knew why she was feeling this way, and I knew why she needed comforting. I could even see the strings leading back to her depressive states. Intellectually, I understood it. But that petty little part of me that I hadn't ever really had before the ride to Lake Powell was still there, still angry and frustrated.

Cassidy caused this. Why should she be the one getting consoled?

I squashed that feeling as hard as I could and felt gross at myself for even feeling it, but there wasn't any getting rid of the residue and it made loving Cassidy feel just a little bit more like work instead of the natural flow that I'd always found it before that week. And that made me sad.

"I don't know what to do," she whimpered quietly. It was a heartbreaking tone of voice.

"About what?" I asked.

"I don't even know anymore," she said. "Everything before. How I keep messing up now, using the App. I just... I keep telling myself the thing I'm doing is for you, or that one time for Wanda, and I just barge ahead and do it without telling you."

I wanted to tell her that she could just stop using it, but that wouldn't have been helpful. She tried that and it brought us here. Not to mention the serious questions I had about the App's power and possible intelligence, or potential displeasure at being ignored. Instead I decided to distract her for at least a moment so we could reset the conversation and the feelings baked into it.

"Tell me about Terra," I said. "How is she this morning?"

Cassidy sighed softly and rested her forehead on my shoulder. She knew exactly what I was doing, but after a moment she allowed it to happen. "She's still pretty mad at JC," she said. "I think the more she thinks about it, the more she's seeing orange flags in their relationship. Not red ones, but enough there to be warning signs."

"What's he been doing?" I asked.

"He's just sort of a manchild," Cassidy said. "Endearing, and happy, and energetic. That's what Terra likes about him. But also just... he hasn't grown out of being a college frat boy. Not that he was one, but it's just the state he's in. She has to remind him to do basic chores, and does his taxes for him, and reminds him when he has trips booked for work. His whole life at home is his rec leagues, working out, playing video games and watching sports if he isn't working. And she's realizing she wants more than that out of him."

"Mmm," I hummed, nodding softly. All of that was pretty understandable from what I'd learned about JC and Terra. "So where does that leave her now?"

"She isn't sure. I have a feeling this Diamond Dogs meeting isn't going to end up being just about Wanda."

I had to smirk a little. "Please tell me you'll find a different name for it."

"Oh, I already did," Cassidy said. "Well, it fits most of us anyways."

"What is it?"

"Robbie's Girls," Cassidy said.

I sighed. "Cass."

"I know, I know, I'm just joking," Cassidy said. "Mostly. And I won't suggest it because that wouldn't be fair to Terra or Heels."

"Or Wanda," I said. "She's still married, Cass. The 'owning' game with her is hot and fun, but it needs to stop for now."

"I know," Cassidy said. "And she does, too"

"And I don't want us to be a rebound thing for her either," I said. "I- That wouldn't be good for anyone."

"Oh, Tiger," Cassidy said, running her hand across my chest. "You aren't a rebound for her."

"We," I corrected her.

"You," Cassidy said, then took out her phone and opened it. It looked like she opened Instagram, but I knew she must have been looking at the App. "76 Affection, 49 Love, 32 Lust," she read off. "Wanda loves you, Tiger. I'm a great friend to her, and she likes playing with me sexually because you're there too. But her feelings are foryou."

I had to take a moment and breathe deeply. "Are you sure this is OK?"

"More than OK," Cassidy said and shifted under the covers so that she was laying on top of me and snuggling her face into the pillow at the crook of my neck, whispering quietly. "You deserve Wanda and Becca loving you. And Ami. And I know you don't want to say it, but I will. You deserve Leia and Cattie and Terra, too. And they deserve you."

"Cass," I said softly.

"Shhhh," she shushed me. "I won't say it again, Tiger. I just- I want you to stop second-guessing yourself. I'm the problem, not you."

"Radical honesty," I said.

"Anything," she promised.

"Other than the Wanda one, have you bought any perks for any of the girls on this trip?"

Cassidy shook her head. "Just Wanda."

"What about JC?" I asked.

"No, baby," she said, her voice cracking at the accusation baked into the question. "I'm not sabotaging him."

"Do I know about all of the perks you've ever bought me?" I asked.

She hesitated, then rolled to my side and brought up her phone again. "The second one I ever got you was the No Sickness one. The first one was back in high school and it's called 'Perfect Vision.' It just makes it so your eyes never degrade, or feel itchy or scratchy. I got it for you when you were having that problem with the chlorine in the different pools at swimming competitions - and I promise it didn't change anything else about your swimming, it just made it so you wouldn't get red and grainy eyes."

I exhaled through my nose and nodded. "OK, that's not a big deal I guess. And nice to know I won't ever need glasses."

"That was one of the first perks I ever got. After that, I never really used it on you until before this week, and you know all of the traits I got you," she said.

"OK," I said.

"That's really it, Robbie," Cassidy said, not as an accusation but as a plea, searching my face and hoping I believed her.

"I trust you," I said, kissing her cheek.

"Thank you," she whispered. We sat holding each other for a little bit longer, and then her chest heaved slightly as she snorted softly.

'What?" I asked.

"We could call the group the 'Pussy Pack,'" she said, and I could hear the grin on her lips.

"Oh, God," I groaned, which made her laugh more.

Chapter 190

Cassidy asked me to dress her for the day again, and I ended up choosing some denim shorts and a cute, off-the-shoulder crop top for her. A thong went with the outfit but no bra - the crop wasn't particularly high so she wasn't really risking flashing anyone unless she intended to do it, and I wanted to tease her a bit later on. She also asked if I wanted to dress Wanda again, and I declined - Cassidy nodded and said she understood, then went to find Wanda so they could start putting together the 'Pussy Pack' for after breakfast.

I followed her out, needing to stretch my legs after spending the early morning in bed for so long, but I didn't get very far as I found Becca in the kitchen of our houseboat working on breakfast.

"Hey," I said with a smile, glancing over into the living area as I approached her. There wasn't anyone there so I slid in behind her and wrapped my arms down around her stomach and pulled her into a hug as she looked back over her shoulder and let me kiss her.

"Hi," she smiled warmly, backing her butt up to brush against me. "Want to help?"

"Of course," I said, and she quickly set me to work frying up eggs over easy while she was frying bacon and breakfast sausages. Apparently Zenya and Leia were doing hashbrowns over on the Singles Boat, which made my mouth water a little.

Again I found that working with Becca in the kitchen felt way too natural - we just moved around and worked at the same pace. We cleaned up behind ourselves as we worked, and wanted to do good work without lacking in efficiency.

This time though, with everything that had been going on between us, the vibe was just a little different. We touched a lot more, just little ones on the shoulder or arm or waist, but also more intimately when there was a moment. She grabbed my butt and gave me a little spank. I hugged her from behind again, but this time cupped her breasts through her sweater. She took my hand and raised it to her lips, kissing it softly as she smiled and looked into my eyes.

"You know, I really like this," she said.

"I really like this, too," I told her.

"Do you think it's as weird as I do though?" she asked.

"You mean how easy it is?"

She nodded. "I feel like- Well, I don't know how I feel, really. It's like I've known you for forever, and just know how you're going to react to things."

"Same," I said with a small chuckle. "Exactly, honestly. I felt it that first night when I was helping clean up."

"When I asked if you were interested and open to fucking," Becca smirked.

"I think you were blunt, but not that blunt," I said. "But it was exactly what I needed to hear from you to know I wasn't going crazy at how much chemistry there was."

"I was feeling the same way," Becca said. "From the moment you offered to start helping with luggage, I just had this... you're a good person, Robbie."

I smiled and I put my hands on her waist, lifting her up and sitting her on the counter next to the stove. She bit her lower lip and looked at me with such a warmth of appreciation that I almost didn't want to break the moment. "Becca, I think you are stupendous. You constantly impress me. I hope I can keep being the good person you see me as."

"I don't think you could stop even if you wanted to," she said as she took me by the collar of my T-shirt and pulled me into a kiss. I was still holding her waist and she kept my lips pinned to hers with her grip on my shirt, but her other hand slid down between us and felt at the front of my shorts.

The shocked scoff behind us was the thing that broke our moment. Our kiss ended as we both turned to look, and Heather was standing at the entrance from the hallway back to the cabins. She was dressed in a slightly larger-than-normal bikini top (which was to say, not a string bikini but still showing a significant amount of her bulbous cleavage) and yoga pants that hugged her hips and thighs. Her hair pulled back into a tiny ponytail and she looked like she might have just had a shower.